Just Like a Bad Penny I Am Back Once Again

Merry meet and merry greet Sisters, Brothers, and Guests,

Sorry I got behind again on birthday horoscopes, Moon phases and planetary positions but my application for the apartment complex my son lived in my application was denied. What ever reason they come up with for that the true story behind it is the fact that it is a no pet complex. My familiar and Emotional Support Animal is an 8 1/2 year old Chihuahua named Starbabie. We feel the real reason for the denial is because of Star but proving that is a hard thing to do. Because legally no housing is allowed to denie Star and I living there because of her being an ESA dog, just as they cannot denie a different type of Service Dog. SO to make a long story short we my son recieved an email on Thursday giving Star and I 4 days to get out of the “community” or I would be arrested for tresspassing.

Let me tell you a little about Star she doesn’t bark or bite but she does run behind me if someone she doesn’t know comes up to me. She has gone through her own trauma with moving 3 times in 3 months and missing her sister Cleo. Because I had to let my ex take her because of my son’s apartment complex no pets policy. So not only has she been moved just as she was feeling comfortable some place she also lost her sister/playmate.

As for me all these moves in such a short time has made me question a lot of things including my spiritual and magickal path. So for at least the next few days until I have time to feel more secure where Star and I are living now I will only be trying to do 4 posts daily. The posts will be Birthday Horoscope, Moon Phase, Northern and Southern Hemisphere Planetary Positions.

Since I believe in honesty and know some of you out there struggle with Fibromyalgila, Stress, Depression, Anxiety, and Nightmares. Also maybe like me a phobia I thought I had kicked out of my life but nope I didn’t a phobia of leaving your home. Well I’m an in the misted of a horrible fibor flare and every time I touch a letter on my keyboard I almost want to scream it hurts so much, if I walk it hurts just having to wear clothes hurt. My depression is as down as a deep well, I flinch at sudden noises and it send my anxiety into out space. My stress level is up there with the anxiety. I have been spent at least half of everyday crying since I parted with Cleo and then it stopped only to start again when I found out Star and I were basically being thrown out. I won’t even go into describe my night mares but because of them I have not been sleeping well even with the help of sleepy-by herbal tea mixture. But I was able to get out of bed this morning without help and take Star out under the watchful eye of the Moon Goddess. Every time I go out with Star I expect to come back and find the door locked to bare my entry. Rationally I know my daughter-in-law wouldn’t do that but our fears and phobias are hard for people without them to understand. If you have any questions about mine or Starbabie’s struggles please leave it in the comment section below.

Merry part until we meet again Blessed Be,

Lady Beltane

6 thoughts on “Just Like a Bad Penny I Am Back Once Again

  1. So sorry to hear you are going through all this Lady Beltane. May the Goddess guide to to the right path of safety and security for you and Star. Stay safe! Blessed Be, Diana


  2. I am so sorry you are going through all this. I Hope you and Star find a nice home where you can settle in and be safe and stable. Sending you an abundance of positive energy. Love & Light to you and Star.


  3. Lady B,
    I am so sorry about all this! Pets are family and it is so incredibly painful to give them up. I too deal with a lot of anxiety and depression. When I was struggling during quarantine, I got my two guinea pigs, Peanut and Cashew. I am sending positive energy your way.
    Blessed Be.


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