Why Lady Beltane Has To Move

I have allowed myself to be emotionally and mentally abused for just over 19 years. My ex-husband was fond how telling I was fat, what I should eat and when amongst calling me very unkind names. Plus trying Gaslight me say I never told him of minor or major things when in fact he admitted to just not listening to me. These are just the tip of the ice breg to our marital problems. Every argument ending with him tell me to get out or leave, this is the PG rating of what he actually said. About a month ago I was ready to leave but I started think of why shouldn’t leave but I did tell him the next time he said I was gone. This was after I found my strength as a woman first but also as a with. I’ve been in counseling for about a year which helped me to open my eyes to reality instead of looking through rose colored glasses.

I apologized for asking you to donate money to help cover my moving expenses but I only get under$8.00 per month because I can no longer work because of a very bad back and fibromyalgia and I never know until I wake up if it’s a good or bad health wise for body. I thought moving 515 miles to my beloved cousins it turned out that was a pipe dream. The approximate tot is close to $1,000.00 USD. I know times are tough money wise because of unemployment or your hours being cut as you work from home. But if everyone reading this would donate just $5.00 it will added up to help me payback the money I had to borrow to get away from my bully. Any woman or man in this situation I would donate to help them. I’d also be available day or night if they needed to vent, scream, cry, all these things at once.

So I reach out to you in my time of need for your help please. If you donate please put your email address where you can make a comment to me through PayPal because I want to personally thank every sister, brother, and guest. I can email you a receipt for tax purposes. I am embarrassed asking for you help. The Donate button on WOTC is on the left-hand side. On Coven Life it is on the right-hand side of each website’s Homepage. I thank you in advance for your support and money help.

One last easy thing you could do for me is to light a candle asking whatever Goddess(es) and/ or God(s) you call upon to help you with your magick.

I am hoping to get caught up with birthday horoscopes by next Wednesday and start doing the moon phase, and planetary position on that day also but this not a promise I need to settled in my new home after a very thorough smudging and house blessing along with doing my protective wards around the outside of my home. See you soon!

Blessed be dear sisters, brothers, and guests.

6 thoughts on “Why Lady Beltane Has To Move

  1. It is very sad to hear you were insulted and Gaslight someone close 😢 I have experienced that both my relationships and manipulating are very bad. It eats one’s confidence and ego, and soon you would believe you are not good at nothing 😔 You really endured it for too long. But I am happy that it ended – finally 👍 ✨ We are all equal, and spouse’s criticism, contempt tells many times, he is having poor self -confidence himself. 🤭 Those kinds of people just want to destroy another person, who they are afraid to see strong and talented 🌺 🌺 🌺 Sending blessings and wish for a better future ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ Alone (especially for an independent woman) is many times better than to stay in a relationship like that ✌️ 🙏 Sending also healing thoughts. Love is really blind!! To live with a cat is much more better 🐱💖 They are always in a good mood, and forgive everything so easily. Never criticize you ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

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    1. I couldn’t send much right now, but as soon as my money jar is full again, it will go to the cause at hand. I asked the Goddess Hecate to watch over you and your needs. She has been a wonderful Deity for me to call on, I hope she is as gracious with you as she has been with me. May your days be filled with love and joy from now on.
      Tracy

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  2. Oh honey do I ever know what you’ve been going through.. I endured all of that along with physical abuse for 18 years.. I’m sorry for any woman who goes through it and I rejoice that you’ve found your strength to get the hell out.. you, dear sister are a survivor.. but it’ll still take time to heal from all that you’ve been through.. the love, support and kindness of your Coven Life family will surely help. You’re in my daily chants .. (((hugs)))

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    1. Thank you so much for your words of wisdom Celti. Also for keeping me in your daily chants! Leaving him wasn’t the hard part, it was leaving the home I’d lived the longest in of my entire life. 7/10 is when the grief of leaving children, grandchildren, my cosmic twin, a special cousin, and dear friends behind first hit me. So today is a bit of a weepy one but this to shall pass in its own time. Yes I’m blessed and thankful for my Coven Life, WOTC, and Heart’s Spirit Coven’s love and support.

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