I woke up this morning and decided to use my Masonic Tarot. Cards that I have had for a while mainly learning to read them through deciphering their masonic symbols and meanings. They are in the style of the conventional Raider Wait tarot so following their general symbolism is somewhat achievable.
Today I pulled out the priestess card. Yeah, who doesn’t want that card? But the more I looked into its meaning the more I realised it was what I was currently studying on my path. I have started to look deep within myself. Attempting to enter a place within self that is not reserved for the fain hearted. A place where searching takes you into a vast space of nothingness that is often arid and hostile. So why do so many of us searching to find our inner being continue to do so?
Here is my version of why.
On the masonic high priestess card there is the letter V.I.T.R.I.O.L. Conventionally vitriol is sulphuric acid and generic conversation can lead it to mean caustic or hostile. In masonic tradition the letters stand for “visita interiora terrae, rectificandoque, invenies occultum lapidem”. This translates as “visit the interior of the earth, and purifying it, you will find the hidden stone.” The inner earth is the inner self, a hidden stone that symbolises the Philosophers stone, the Holy Grail. How long has man searched to find this without, and only if they knew from the beginning it lies within? So the high priestess has in not only Masonic interpretation but conventional interpretation come to mean to look within. But what do we look for? Where do we start looking? How do we start looking? And when we are there how do we come out of it? These are not only questions that I ask but many before me and I’m sure many after me will continue the infamous quest.
The masonic order talks about the chamber of reflection, a point that triggers inner reflection. It represents duality, as well as the presence of the Inner Master from whom we can never hide, lie, nor deceive. A thought that stems from the ancient Greek Pythia at Delphi, “Know thy self”. The only way one can truly know one’s self is by inner journeying through inner reflection. It’s what lies within that show us what lies without. Another thought of the old religion is that, what is above is what is below. It all means the same, it all comes back to that one point of know thy self.
The Mayan civilisation believed that the inner world is hollow, the hollow earth is a portal to the underground or the underworld. In ancient times it is thought many underworld Gods came through caves and crevices to the middle earth. Interesting comparison to the alchemical thought process where it has a metaphysical meaning rather than a physical one where the inner world is the inner self.
The ancient Greeks had Kore daughter of Zeus and Dimitra, where Kore entered the underworld and only to rise as Persephone. Her name in some translations means bringer of death. It all sounds so familiar to the elemental thought of metamorphosis. Where one must die in order to arise only to become more enlightened and much wiser.
In Shamanic traditions they have what is called the death initiation where if one does not have the power to pass through it correctly then permanent death may result. The link below is a nice interpretation of a shamanic journey.
Also in the link below is a wonderful interpretation of a shamans experience in the process of life and death. A wonderful read.
So once again here I am standing on the shoulders of giants who before me also thought of how to attain enlightenment through inner knowledge. I am just starting to realise that this is not something that you learn in one sitting or even reading several hundred books on the topic. This is a lifelong process and in some cases through different life processes. This is what life is interpreted as. We are not static, we are living in motion. An energy that is part of the universe. The same energy that created us also created the very earth we stand on, the universe and many other universes. Once we even take a glimpse of knowing thy self I guess we have taken a glimpse into what the creator looks like and only then can we see and know the true path of the Witch, healer and Shaman. Otherwise just like me keep on searching for that little spark in the abys. One that will hopefully guide like a bright star in the night sky to the creation that lies within. Everyone has this ability it’s just a matter of whether we want to see it and then learn to use it.